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love is a mirage

by oh, raven girl

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1.
her body is made of static and she was helpless, she was featherless she was exposed for something she didn't do i tried to stop it but i was too late
2.
i just want to feel warmth for once in my life i just want to feel loved for one second of my life i just want to fall asleep at the wheel of my car and speed into oncoming traffic and hear the crashing the drugs i take, the things i drink the things i think, the things i break the friends i push, the looks i get the friends i've lost, the feelings i've felt the weed i smoke, the shots i take the things i want, the things i hate the times i've hid, the thoughts i get the times we had, the memories we need back i just want to fall asleeo forever and never wake up because i only see you when i'm dreaming
3.
i'll be your someone to run to like what if everything goes wrong? i'll be there standing in your shadow watching from above, your own angel this is a song for someone who doesn't know how i feel about them yet this is a song for someone i love, someone i love who can't love me back when i first laid my eyes on you i knew we were meant to last i wanted to hold you till we both rot away i hope you feel the same way about me this is a song for someone who doesn't know how i feel about them yet this is a song for someone i love, someone i love who can't love me back and then i woke up, what a dream that was someone new to think about i know you're real somewhere please let that somewhere be here right now
4.
i can't see, oh no cause i know nobody wants me here i've got blind, not again cause i know what i need to know now i'm a ghost see through me i flow through the open skies i am the wind i flow through your heart i am the warmth i'm a ghost see through me i'm a ghost see through me
5.
love is a mirage, love is a mirage love is a mirage, love is a mirage i saw you at loon lake and you looked beautiful and i wanted to talk to you but i was terrified don't leave yet (love is a mirage, love is a mirage) please just stay (love is a mirage, love is a mirage) i saw you with someone else all i could do was sit and stare i saw you happy with him you didn't even look my way don't leave yet (love is a mirage, love is a mirage) please just stay (love is a mirage, love is a mirage) love is a mirage, love is a mirage love is a mirage, love is a mirage love is a mirage, love is a mirage love is a mirage, love is a mirage love is a mirage, love is a mirage love is a mirage, love is a mirage
6.
I. interlude 02:54
inspirations: agony - yung lean mark's theme - black country, new road
7.
the way you smile won't ever feel the same the way you laugh and you way you move are futile the way i feel, and the way i used to feel are two completely different things you were just a friend and you made me laugh but now that's different and your voice heals me why do i do this? i don't want to do this to you i can't wait until the next time i hear your voice it's like a drug that i can't live without but i know i should you won't love me and that is okay but please just kiss me once your voice is so magical, it casts a spell on my mind i know i shouldn't do this but i can't take it anymore
8.
III. reprise 06:09
i love her but she doesn't love me i think she knows but doesn't want to i need her but she doesn't need me i'm a burden, she dodged a bullet this is the end, you can turn back now you're a chapter, i'm a sentence

about

"love is a mirage" is my ninth album. originally titled "a soundtrack to my dreams," multiple songs correlate with each other while not correlating with others.

this album took longer to make because i was in the middle of a writer's block for a while. the album was originally about a girl i was seeing in my dreams but the intro has no correlation to her at all. the album finally started to come together as "love is a mirage" after writing "i'm a ghost," a song originally on "mutegirl." this album is full of experimentation and probably my most unique album released after "mutegirl."

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released August 19, 2022

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oh, raven girl / bloser Brant Lake, New York

two projects by 16 year old travis hogan

email: ohravengirl@gmail.com

no tone records

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